6months since the first time we met masa first day dekat college, she tegur me. Ingat datang sana takkan dapat kawan, but at last I met pretty cute kitty cat Tania Liyana. She from Damansara,and same age with me. Apa yang I nak cakap pasal Tania, is mula mula dia ni macam shy shy juga. Bila den lamo konal dia ni, shotttt juga wayar kat otak dia ni. HAHA sebenarnya wayar I pun ada juga yang putus, sampai sekarang tak boleh sambung. You know what, I sebenarnya takut dengan new friendship. Sebab kalau friendship mesti ada fight fight and salah faham. I told her I hope kita tak gaduh, cause I hate fighting. Tapi benda yang I tak nak jadi, happen to us. First time me and Tania gaduh, if I'm not mistaken pasal......(LUPA WEH). OH yeah pasal time tu nak balik Kuantan,then I beli ticket awal without bagitahu dia and Firdo. I didn't know yang Firdo takkan balik college time tu, sebab Firdo akan temankan Tanny balik Kuantan cause lagipun I naik bus from Klang, my dad can't send me ke KL. So suddenly she sentap cause she kena balik sorang. OH SHIT! I dah takut,I don't know what to do when Firdo kata "Tania sentap dengan you Emaa..". I called her but she didn't pick up. I know she marah..I don't know what to do then I cried. I'm scared cause Tanny marah I.
Second time we gaduh (actually salah faham) and I know it's my fault. I yang jauhkan diri from them, cause I'm mad and sentap pasal benda yang remeh. That was the arghhhhh terseksa jiwa ragaku masa tu. I cried everynight, everyday cause I really miss them, and I regret. Dengan Firdo buat muka poyo dia when jumpa I. SUMPAH SAKIT..Then satu hari tu, after class, I met her..dia macam nak mengelak I guess, then I said "Tania I'm sorry.." then I hug her, I'm burst into tears that time then dia just, "it's okay..." then she left. I still sedih cause I know dia marah lagi. I'm pissed, so I went out with my friend that night, lepas je keluar college, got call from Arif. Pelik, Arif call me? (Arif pun buat dono kat aku time perang dingin haha) So I jawab, cakap cakap punya cakap then Arif pas phone dia kat sorang-sorang.. HAHA TERHARU AND I CRIED masa cakap tu. That time I realized I need them...Alhamdulillah sampai sekarang me and Tanny takde fight2 and I HOPE SANGAT no more lah after this. I can't...really can't.
After dah lama kenal Tanny, I know she's really nice, dia sangat mental HAHAHA..One thing I takkan lupa about her, and I think she know.. "Kalau dia senyum/gelak tiba-tiba means........" HAHA I miss you girl, REALLY miss you. Miss you dance dekat your closet,miss you singing,miss you cakap Indonesia, miss everything. I'm sorry Tanny for all my wrongdoings, I know I'm not a good friend,but this is me. Try to be the bestfriend in the world hehe..I don't want to see you cry or sad. I would do anything for my friends,my bestfriends, as long as I can see bff I happy. I would :).. Don't blame yourself terus-terusan dong, kamu itu enggak pantesss sedih sedihan yaa. (Your style indonesia) HAHA cheer up my girl. GO TANNY GO GO TANNY GO !
xoxo Airmaa. :) :* <3
Second time we gaduh (actually salah faham) and I know it's my fault. I yang jauhkan diri from them, cause I'm mad and sentap pasal benda yang remeh. That was the arghhhhh terseksa jiwa ragaku masa tu. I cried everynight, everyday cause I really miss them, and I regret. Dengan Firdo buat muka poyo dia when jumpa I. SUMPAH SAKIT..Then satu hari tu, after class, I met her..dia macam nak mengelak I guess, then I said "Tania I'm sorry.." then I hug her, I'm burst into tears that time then dia just, "it's okay..." then she left. I still sedih cause I know dia marah lagi. I'm pissed, so I went out with my friend that night, lepas je keluar college, got call from Arif. Pelik, Arif call me? (Arif pun buat dono kat aku time perang dingin haha) So I jawab, cakap cakap punya cakap then Arif pas phone dia kat sorang-sorang.. HAHA TERHARU AND I CRIED masa cakap tu. That time I realized I need them...Alhamdulillah sampai sekarang me and Tanny takde fight2 and I HOPE SANGAT no more lah after this. I can't...really can't.
After dah lama kenal Tanny, I know she's really nice, dia sangat mental HAHAHA..One thing I takkan lupa about her, and I think she know.. "Kalau dia senyum/gelak tiba-tiba means........" HAHA I miss you girl, REALLY miss you. Miss you dance dekat your closet,miss you singing,miss you cakap Indonesia, miss everything. I'm sorry Tanny for all my wrongdoings, I know I'm not a good friend,but this is me. Try to be the bestfriend in the world hehe..I don't want to see you cry or sad. I would do anything for my friends,my bestfriends, as long as I can see bff I happy. I would :).. Don't blame yourself terus-terusan dong, kamu itu enggak pantesss sedih sedihan yaa. (Your style indonesia) HAHA cheer up my girl. GO TANNY GO GO TANNY GO !
xoxo Airmaa. :) :* <3